we're six feet deep again
can't make out with any of my friends
I'm just trying to be honest with myself
because I can't be with anybody else
so I try again to be one of the best
but I can't do anything better than this
I'm drunk
I don't even know
I don't even know if you wanted to go
so I did what I did and I don’t give a damn
take it and spit it and throw it away
Ronald Reagan
Michael Jackson
everybody else in love with all the has-beens
I'm so sick of these posers tryna be me
talk a lot of shit, let everybody know that
I don't wanna see you
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna be here
I just wanna go like
"oh shit, what do you know?
my unconditional love is a fucking joke"
throw it away
throw it away
go away
go away
go away
go away
I never wanna hear you say,
"I've gotten to the bottom of this
and I can't understand what I'm doing and I don't care"
we're trying to get along
we're almost there
I swear that it's you again and your issues
somebody ought to tell you what to do
I don't know what's going on
but I try to sing a different song
about something I've never sung before
laptop chargers and aux cords
and I try and try and try to fix it but still
I’m convinced that it’s never gonna be like last night
I'm a part of the system
somebody found out and they grew up to be handsome
nobody's gonna hate me when I get stronger and I try
and try and try again to be one of your friends but I can't
remember at the party?
when I tried to kiss you drunk?
and everybody looked at me
like I'm just some ugly freak
and now they can't even tell
what I'm doing every day
and I'm trying to be real
and I'm trying to be kind
I do it to myself
and that's life